I'm feeling anxious right now, and I'm not sure why.
Kent has friends coming over tonight and although I am normally excited about having people over, I don't relate to these people, so I am extremely uncomfortable. They are all educated, childless, world-traveled, obscure music listening and movie watching, esoteric, existential kind of thinking people. I'm just..well..not like that. I don't feel..gotten..by Kent's group of friends. They are all polite and kind people, but I have absolutely nothing in common with them. They'll sit around here talking about the places they've been, the concerts they've seen, the schools they've attended and what not, and I'll be able to talk about having teenagers.
God. I feel so inadequate tonight.
Boo me.
Kent has friends coming over tonight and although I am normally excited about having people over, I don't relate to these people, so I am extremely uncomfortable. They are all educated, childless, world-traveled, obscure music listening and movie watching, esoteric, existential kind of thinking people. I'm just..well..not like that. I don't feel..gotten..by Kent's group of friends. They are all polite and kind people, but I have absolutely nothing in common with them. They'll sit around here talking about the places they've been, the concerts they've seen, the schools they've attended and what not, and I'll be able to talk about having teenagers.
God. I feel so inadequate tonight.
Boo me.
- Mood:
melancholy

